Students Share What Life Is Like on an Almost Empty Campus

April 30, 2020

Haleena Phillips can blare her music in the shower at 3 a.m. and no one complains: Shes the only resident in her dorm wing.

Sometimes its nice having so much space, but Phillips 21 misses her friends and the energy of 51郊利s campus at full throttle.

The COVID-19 pandemic sent most students home in March to finish the semester remotely. About 130 remain on campus for reasons that include travel restrictions, hometown outbreaks, financial hardship and family members with medical issues.

Phillips didnt go home to south Florida because her moms cancer battle has compromised her immune system and she didnt want to pose a risk to her.

I know were in a safe environment here, and were practicing social distancing, so we should feel like we have nothing to worry about, Phillips said. But its kind of stressful and anxiety ridden, too.

Not having all your friends on campus reminds you of whats going on in the world, Phillips said. Theyre opening beaches up in Florida and a lot of people are not practicing social distancing there. Im scared for my family when they need to go to the grocery store because other people are being so selfish.

Julia Bauer 23 also has an immune compromised relative and didnt go home to Connecticut. She lives just outside New York City, the countrys pandemic epicenter. Her roommate, who also stayed on campus, is from China.

I felt like it was much safer for everyone for me to be here, Bauer said.

The quiet can be unnerving.

The most noticeable thing is the lack of people walking around, Bauer said. I go to the library to study and theres just me and a couple of other people, all sitting away from each other. Its bizarre.

Vail Commons has reduced hours and students must stand six-feet apart from each other in line, then sit apart at tables.

Theyve done a good job of making sure we have access to plenty of different kinds of food, Bauer said. They regularly include veggie burgers and a variety of curry dishes, which I appreciate as a vegetarian.

Snacks for late night studying include pretzels with cheese dipping sauce and brownies.

Bauer says having her roommate there helps. She also listens to music and takes long walks to keep her spirits up.

Roy Toston 20 stayed at his on-campus apartment because his mom has multiple sclerosis. His roommates went home. so hes alone. He has a few friends on campus he seesfrom a safe distanceat dinner. He exercises and occasionally does school work outside to get him out of the apartment.

Its kind of lonely, theres not a lot of interaction, but I have friends in much harder situations, says Toston, a Bonner Scholar and Terry Fellow.

Im really thankful to be at 51郊利, the school has been really supportive, he said. It really is like a ghost town, though. I only see townspeople out, not students.

Like their classmates now at home, students attend class, talk to professors and socialize with friends through Zoom. As the semesters end nears, theyre finishing papers and projects and gearing up for finals.  

Haleena Phillips DJ'ing

Haleena Phillips '21 Zoom-deejaying in her room on the day that would have been Spring Frolics.

Phillips, a biology major and Posse Scholar, says shes having a harder time focusing on her school work since the campus emptied. She cant go to the lab to work on her research.

Its really hard for me to maintain my routine when no one is around holding me accountable, she said. Im a hands-on learnerZoom is my worst nightmare, I feel like everything takes me longer now.

She says she keeps reminding herself to be thankful that shes safe, eating good food and able to get outside for walks and exercise breaks.

Im trying to stay positive and not think of things that are out of my control, she said. Its not great, but its not terrible.

Phillips says shes become more creative about finding bright spots. Shes hosted Zoom mini-concerts, singing along with far away friends. On the weekend of the cancelled Spring Frolics, she set up a DJ table in her room and hosted a remote dance party.

Im an extrovert and its really hard for me not to be around other people, Phillips says. I dont want to slip into a depressive vibe, so I try to do what I can to avoid that.

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